I didn’t get the scholarship at DLSU.

Okay, it sucked. Duh. I found out last Feb 2, and it basically ruined my night. I felt bad about it at first, because honestly, I don’t want to NOT study in DLSU. It’s my dream school, I passed the test and everything, and it will be so hard to let it go. I didn’t know if I should be disappointed, cause I passed the entrance test, I’m just not poor enough or something? for the scholarship.

It sucks not being enough. 

I wanted to cry right there when I saw that I didn’t qualify, but my family was in the room so.. I didn’t want to cry in front of them. So, um.. yeah. But then after a while, I realized, I just had to find another way. (Hurray for optimism lol) If I don’t, then I guess that means DLSU isn’t for me. And I have to accept that.

I’m currently looking for scholarships, but I’m not eligible to apply in most of the scholarships I’ve seen around the net. I just need some financial assistance. (Partial?) My mom is working alone, my sister is going to law school soon and my brother will start going to school next school year. I just want to lessen the burden on my mom.

If anyone knows any scholarships or financial aid programs, please do let me know.

I emailed my uncle about it, and he told me that he can help me with my tuition. I hope everything goes well with it. If ever I do go to DLSU, I’m gonna find a way to get a discount or something. And I’m going to study really hard and make sure that the tuition money won’t go to waste.

I just hope everything goes well with my future. I’m worried about it. It’s all in God’s hands.

Everything will be okay.

You may see me struggle, but you will never see me fall.